I feel stifled, in solitude.
But when i am with people, i wanna be as soon as i can to be alone.
Sometime, when i saw people i know at some places. I pretend i do not see them. Not because i hate them or embarrased to be with them. It's just like more comfortable not to be seen.
I am not comfortable in crowd, but i don't mind in crowd where there's no one knows my name.